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i think its been like 8 months or somethin since iv done this...
alot of shit has changed
and alot hasn't...
Things I don't like....
I don't ever see my best friend anymore..it's like a holiday If I get to see him... it sux. I feel like .....incomplete without that......ya kinda gay.. but my point is . to go from spending about 6 outta 7 days with someone then hearing from then once every two weeks and seeing them even less.. especially when neither of us really talk while online or on the phone....just sux.. w/e
I'v been studying my ass off for this police exam....yes police...me of all people.... If I had studied this much for school maybe I wouldn't be failing out of a shitty school. w/e Im studying to be a sheriff too. I have enough family and connections in both fields that i will most likly land one of the two jobs.
school is almost dead.....
I have no social life... even less since I broke my leg...
relationship wise is doing fairly well..no complaints
I feel like im missing out on so much not going away to school which is prolly true
looking back on old blogs makes me realise how good some things were and how shitty some things have stayed
morale to the story.......I miss parts of my old life...mainly having options in what to do with the rest of my life... those are slipping away fast.......................
k im done bitching
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[30 Jun 2005|01:23pm] |
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havent done this in a freakin long ass time. alots changed . some good , some bad. good thing , tomorrow is my last day in bartending class. So I graduate tomorrow. timmy, matt, and I are REALLY In with this guy named jim , he supplys bartenders for the clubs and ars , so Its really cool he likes us so much , hes lettin us work molly blooms friday night , for the ENTIRE night, we are gonna make so much $$$.
bad thing. I feel like I'v totally lost touch with some of my closest friends. a.k.a. pete and dan. Even when I see them now (which is rare) I feel out of place. I dk what it is , But I need to do something about it, I just dk what . I drove to CHS yesterday and sat on my car starin at the football field for about and hour. it was raining a little but I really didnt care. I felt totally lost . I'm at a point in my life where I look around and say "what the fuck am I doing ?" everyday Is a new fight with my dad, there is ABSOLUTLY NO girls in my life. money is short as hell , even though I spend most of my time at work. I need to hit the lotto or somethin . school sux.. or I suck at school . prolly I suck at school. I need to do good the next two semesters so I can transfer to post and get that apartment with pete. thats prolly never gonna happen though. But I can still wish. I hate my job. Bartending is goin well . I'm prolly gonna quite (or get fired from ) carabbaas. it fuckin sux , I hate my boss. hes an huge hairy asshole. I cant stand living at my house anymore except for the fact that its free. I dont even eat here anymore . I wake up go out. come home , change for work , then go out with friends after , then come home and sleep just to do it all over again tomorrow. ok Im done bitching , bc .. well just because
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH what the fuck do you want from my life!? do you want anything at all?! fucking tell me or give me the slightest fucking clue?!!?!?!?!?!!?
ok im good now....
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Have you ever?
[x] kissed someone.
[X ] been dumped.
[X] dumped anyone.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone.
[x] blacked out
[ ] overdosed
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stole something from your job.
[x]had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] done good coke off a good book
[x] wanted to die
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] been in love.
[ ] been engaged.
[ ] dyed your hair.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue.'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[xxxxx] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had your tonsils out.
[xx] had a car.
[x] Totaled a car.
Do you...
[] have a boyfriend.
[] have a girlfriend.
[ ] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] love yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music.
[x] listen to rap. (sometimes).
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[x] have hobbies.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[X] wear boxers SOMETIMES ;)
[ ] wear black eyeliner
[x] like the color blue.
[ ] like the color pink.
[ ] cyber.
[x] claim. (wtf?)
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager
Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[] pretty.
[x] inbetween.
[ ] Handsome.
[x] bored.
[ ] happy.
[x] bilingual.<<<<<<i make up my own language.. counts right?
[ ] Hawaiian. (
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] French.
[ ] English.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] Polish.
[x] Irish.
[x] German.
[x] Italian.
[ ] Black.
[ ] Spanish.
[ ] Asian.
[ ] short.
[x] tall.
[x] comfortably numb.
[x] realistic.
[x] unrealistic
[ ] sick.
[x] mad.
[x] lazy.
[XXXXXXXXXXXX] single.
[ ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[ ] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
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style="color: black; background: #eeeeee" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="2" bgcolor="#eeeeee"> <tr> <td bgcolor="#eeeeee"> Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Stability | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Orderliness | |||||| | 23% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Interdependence | |||||| | 23% | | Intellectual | |||| | 16% | | Mystical | |||||| | 23% | | Artistic | |||||| | 23% | | Religious | |||||| | 30% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Work ethic | |||||| | 23% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||| | 36% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 23% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||| | 36% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 23% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Wealth | |||||||||| | 36% | | Dependency | |||| | 16% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Individuality | |||||| | 30% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Paranoia | |||||||||| | 36% | | Vanity | |||||| | 23% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||| | 30% | | Female cliche | |||| | 16% | |
personality tests by similarminds.com
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Ok so this weekend i toldmy parents i was workin everyday but in reality i just stayed at my friends house and didnt come home for three days it was awesome.
friday hungout with pete and dan most of the night...then went to erin's for her birthday thingy. it was cool . played board games... then left and went to timmy's . went to a dinner with him then slept at his house... on his really small couch lol but i didnt mind... hey had work at 9 in the morn... i slept alone in his house till 12 lol.. then i left and went back to pete and dan's .. spent the day there till about 8 . met up with timmy and the KK crew . went to see one of my friends at a stand up comedy show in medford. he did really well . stayed there till about 10:30 . went to my car to get some alch outta my trunk...used sal's georgi vodka.....there was about 10-11 shots left in it.....got to ruby tuesdays.. got outta timmy's car and chugged the bottle...THAT HURT.. then we sat at the bar in ruby tuesdays with out friends... they dont I.D. it was awesome bc timmy kept buyin me beer..... i raced some guys there to a beer chuggin contest.. i destroyed them!.... then we were gonna go to a club with some friends... but we went to to the girls house and waited for her .... after 15 we went back to KK parkin lot and were gonna just go home.... i got into my car and turned the key... i was wayyy to fucked up to drive. so thank god asi started to pull away kristin and krystal pull up lookin for us. im like yes! im not gonna die! . so we go to the club.. it was awesome.. saw grippi . danced alot... drank a lil more... had a good time. . hugefight broke out.. one ofmy friends got hit in the head by a cop with a flashlight.... just for bein a big irish guy lol ... .. so we left and i got home at like 4:30ish... im in the kitchen . drunk lookin for food , and my dad comes down.. which is rare that he comes out of his room ever lol.. so he walks up to me and is askin me all these questions... im drunk .... i was supposed to be at work... whichmeans i was supposed to be wearinmy uniform. which is a tux,.... i was in jeans and a normal shirt so im buggin and nervous that hes gonna realise . and the stamps on my hand didnt help either lol ... but he was too tired to put any of that together.. so i grab food and run fell up the stairs too lol.. it wasnt obvious that i was shit faced at all ..... got to bed around 5... had work at 8 .. i teach EMT's . so doing so with a hangover is BAD...... i downed a HUGE gatoraid that helped a little........survived that thank god.......so now im here ... bored...tired... and still havea headache
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holy shit [23 Feb 2005|06:27pm]
i went back to the very begining of my journal and looked back on all the entries. jesus christ i forgot how awsome last summer was. i didnt even write about everything that i did, but i remember writing the entries and stuff. omg we had so much fun. i swear i dont know how i forgot. helping matt move in, going urban cow tipping. i got drunk A LOT more then i remember. and this was like, march-april. i didnt even get that far. i mean i just cant believe it. some of that stuff really made me smile. ahhhh the good ol'days. i cant believe it was only a year ago too. i think i might actually miss HS right now :-\. lol, but i am in SUCH a better mood after reading that stuff :). i love my friends, lol.
.....that waspetes journal.......bro.....I CANT AGREE WITH U MORE.every good memory i had was with u lol
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[16 Feb 2005|11:10pm] |
Vodka
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i shouldnt even post these things bc pete and i get teh same thign every time! lol so when he gets somehing im gonna be like DITTO!
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[30 Jan 2005|10:21pm] |
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shit just isnt workin for me latly.... im not gonna write some huge long story about me bein depressed and how i hate my life and want so much to change . dont need to . i can describe all of my feelings in one word..
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alchohol
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in england..... its strange, they speak funny, and they are all small ,
living in an ALL GIRLS school makes me feel strange. when pete and i walk around they stare at us like fresh meat or a rapist, they really stare at us more when they find out we are american , but thats kinda easy to tell bc we are like 2 feet taller than everyone
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[10 Jan 2005|11:00am] |
In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Become a slut.
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[10 Jan 2005|10:57am] |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence |
You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.
You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.
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my hair is pointy ooooooo
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mikebergs56: dude u kno we have to get pics near those gaurds lol
mikebergs56: like funky ones
hellrazer986: o YEA!
hellrazer986: lol
mikebergs56: muahahaha
hellrazer986: whoa! WHOA fat guy!
hellrazer986: lol
mikebergs56: i wanna wear a viking hat
mikebergs56: lol
hellrazer986: and get eye black and a wooden sword and challenge him to a duel in a KILT!
hellrazer986: lol
mikebergs56: LMAO
mikebergs56: i love bein so american
hellrazer986: FUCK YEA!
hellrazer986: be like... BERGMANN CLAN!!! AHHHHHH!
hellrazer986: lol
hellrazer986: omg i would DIE
mikebergs56: RAAAAA
hellrazer986: ud probably get shot
mikebergs56: i wanna buy a kilt!!!
hellrazer986: but itd be worth it
hellrazer986: lol
hellrazer986: thats a risk im willing to take
hellrazer986: lol
mikebergs56: lol
hellrazer986: go around town in kilts flashing ppl
mikebergs56: o god this is gonna be awesome
hellrazer986: just lean on the guards should and be like, "GEUSS WHAT!" lean over and whisper ::im not wearing underwear:: ::growwwwwwwwwl::
hellrazer986: we're gonna start a war
hellrazer986: lol
hellrazer986: dude we should buy lepord print man thongs and kilts
hellrazer986: lol
mikebergs56: lmao
mikebergs56: omg
hellrazer986: you ever see the replacements?
hellrazer986: when the british guy is in the locker room hitting on the reporter
hellrazer986: lol
hellrazer986: thats gonna be us
mikebergs56: lol
hellrazer986: go to marys school in a man thong and a kilt... so ladies... ever hear of the feirce american ANACONDA?
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Comment on about a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal
And see what people remember about you!
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im writing in this bc theres nthin better to do ... so whats new in my life?....uhm i have four jobs now...yes 4. girls suck
but thats not new. new years was cool untill i got sick......dont drink when your already sick .. its a bad idea... petes a whore . damn proud of him lol ....annnnd thats all im writting bc im lazy
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havent updated in a while.......dont feel like it now either lol . so just gonna say im alive, and nothin is new, shit happens all the time that i wanna write about but , i just dont feel like it right now.... so ya......bye
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if your failin outta your own ghetto ass community college raiz ya hands high!! woo woo!@! ...grrr. this sux ass nothin is the same anymore, i had this huge convo with my brother about it in the pourin rain... im worried about my rents bc they are slowly getting sicker infront of me. and iv becomne really close to them and that scares me. im slowly seein gless of pete , more of danny, . school sux , i miss higschool but in a way im happy im not there ,,, the only good thing about highschool was that u had teachers TELL you what the work was , not just expect u to kno what it is and when its due... not like i would do it anyway . i mean i was friend with the damn teachers and they would pass me for showin up once a month . , when i was talkin to my brother i just broke down , everythin i was thinkin about hit me all at once and i felt like i was goin nowhere in life and i was pissin it all away . im tired of the same old shit..... if i go out its one of these things... applebees, movies, bowling.....or sometimes if we are feelin really frisky we may go to the movies THEN go to applebees...... i HATE IT .. its so fuckin old.. drinkin has become a seconed option but i lost the will to do that latly too ... i make it a point to go to petes atleast once a day even if its just for five minutes , which has been the case alot of times. bein sick sux ass... im just not happy with anythin latly . i never turned in my football tapes. in a way i dont want to . but i do .....rar ... im p;layin football with the guys sat im lookin forward to that . i wanna quit thatch bc it sux dick .. i wanna become a bartender and im goin to be in january . ... and im tired of my own bitching .. omg .. sorry to anyone who reads this , im not a whiny little bitch i swear
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